I had spent a lot of my time alone when I was younger. I would retreat from others and choose to spend time by myself reading a book, playing a videogame, drawing, making music or what have you. I knew what people thought of me; that I was a strange person, a weirdo and I would feel alone.

I was a bisexual, goth that grew up thinking he should've been born a girl and didn't understand why we had all these limitations on morality if we are all just animals anyway. I resented everything. I feared death immensely and decided that if I would worship anything it better be Satan because, I figured, he is just like me: held back in my art and expression and desires by a God who hates me. I could get a good spot in Hell just doing what I want to do anyway instead of the stuffy Church and it's hypocrisy and hatred.

I ended up at rock bottom, living in an unfamiliar place with no money and no friends except one girl who, even though she was walking in the same waking destruction as I was, would not budge on the idea that Jesus Christ was the Way of salvation, not Satan.

I read the Gospel of Luke, how Jesus Christ is God, born to poor parents, lived a sinless life, died on a cross for my sins and rose from the dead to prove that He is victorious. I gave my life to Jesus Christ and I no longer fear death the way I did.

I am no longer alone even when I feel that all have forsaken me. Jesus Christ is my fortress and my strong tower that I run into and I am saved. He is my rock, my foundation and I believe that if He can save ME and change ME that He can do the same for YOU.

If you are willing to lay yourself down and ask for help, that you want to know about Jesus the way I do, then send me a PM.